Like peas and carrots
People are always looking for a fulfilling life, whatever that may be in their eyes whether it’s helping people, travel, never being tied down, I don’t know it’s different for everyone. To me, as long as at the end you can be proud of me at how I’ve raised you, taken care of you, and the person I am at my last breath then I’ll feel as fulfilled as anyone that’s searching for that fulfillment. I’ll have it cause you mean the absolute world to me and there’s nothing more that I want than for you to be happy and to be everything you need in a father. Uncle dean as been the absolute greatest and there hasn’t been a single day that I knew I couldn’t look up to him or confide in him my hurt, and my joys cause he always knew what I needed to hear even if it wasn’t what I wanted and that’s what I want to be for you someone that will give you what you need in your darkest and your brightest times and that’s my biggest fear is if someday I can’t… I love you and hope I can amount to everything I want to be for you.